What if I'm becoming someone I don't want to be around

I'm falling again I'm falling again I'm falling……

I no longer know how to express myself

What about the screams of silence

What am I now?

I close my eyes and see crowd of thousand tears

Maybe I'm not the best but I'm trying to be

Maybe it's all the darkness in my head

I'm sorry . May be I'm just battling with my thought spirals

Maybe its all because of the thought spirals.

Always remember that its okay to have these spirals but you are always loved by your family members and especially god has sent angles for you. They will always stand beside you. There are moments when we start drowning in our own negative thoughts that are created by our own head. I know the mind starts playing with you. People say communicate , talk to us and its not easy to express yourself . Maybe without listening them you can do the things you love the most. Cherish the happy moments. There is always a lamp of light around us all we need is to find a plug and switch it on. Be grateful to god for the little things. Never let that mockingbird die inside you.

I hope now you feel better.